on missing Kanazawa

It’s been more than half a year. Still the memories are made fresher by every captured moment glued on a photo album. They jumped out of the piece of paper and enliven in my mind making me smile and sigh at the same time. If ever I get the chance, I would go back again and relive the memories.

in front of 21st Century Museum of Contemporary Arts

Japan is such a wonderful place. But my memories of Kanazawa, a humble capital city of Ishikawa Prefecture in the Chubu region, will always be remembered. Kanazawa had been close to my heart since then that I cried when we are to leave for Tokyo on our last day of homestay.

leaving Kanazawa for Tokyo

Macha flavored chocolates awaits for me every time I go home from school or from an AFS activity. Watching the seagulls frolicking on Asano River over my bedroom window is such a joy to the heart. And who can forget those little kids I see that look like an anime character every time I wake up on a freezing morning as they head to school. The enchanting Kenrokuen Garden made majestic the Maeda Castle on the background. The gaiety that surrounds the silent walls of Higashi Geisha District, the pageantry of the Noh Theater and the modernity of the Museum of Contemporary Arts.

How do you like your food serve with gold? Yes, Kanazawa supplies 99% of Japan’s gold leaf demand. You can even eat them straight. Japanese believe it’s good for the body.

Kanazawa is a home where tradition and modernity is combined. Populated with such wonderful people and great food, I would always love to go back and live there if I can.

my host family at a Gold Leaf house

More than that, I am missing my host family, my Otoosan and Okaasan and my brother whom I used to exchange ideas with and share my learning and the culture that I brought right on their doorsteps. And my AFS Family with whom I have spent these memories with, it will always be a joy to see each other again.

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Farewell to Broken Heart


Let raindrop fall from dark August skies
And quench the thirst that my soul so desire
Flood the rivers and overflow to the field
Of my heart that has been the living battlefield

Let no man guise’s deceive me once again
‘tis been a masquerade I don’t want to begin
Let me stitch my cut and not yield to the pain
For in pain I know not love will gain

Stumble and fall but not once and for all
Let this circumstance teach us a lesson we call
Avoid the vanity where lies hypocrisy
To submit is a joy fleeting it will always be

Come oh soothing wind and dry this misery
Carry the memories that are painful to me
Rejoice oh mighty sun for I am now free
Now let me start again to where I should be

The beauty of a raindrop from dark August skies
Is a beauty to see now to my eyes
It calms my inner being and rejoices in my light
Learned a precious wisdom, now I wait in pure delight.

Blue Lantern Corps Oath


In fearful day, in raging night,
With strong hearts full, our souls ignite,
When all seems lost in the War of Light,
Look to the stars– For hope burns bright!

Let us all be reminded that amidst the struggles and strife of life, hope will always keep us going.
Let hope fuel our souls to shine brightly in the dark of our universe.

And there is nothing more constant than our hope founded in Christ.

The Song of the King

by Max Lucado

Let me share to you a story that has inspired me and taught me how important discernment is and how it can be learned. Read on and be inspired too!

The Song of the King

The three knights sat at the table and listen as the prince spoke. “My father, the king, has pledged the hand of my sister to the first of you who can prove himself worthy. “

The prince paused to let the men take in the news. He looked at their faces –each weathered from miles and scarred from battles. The kingdom knew no stronger warriors than these three. And these three soldiers knew of no fairer maiden than the daughter of the king. Each knight had asked the king for her hand. The king had promised only an opportunity – a test to see which was worthy of his daughter. And now the time for the test had arrived.

“Your test is a journey”, the prince explained, “a journey to the king’s castle by way of Hemlock.”

“The forest?” one knight quickly inquired.

“The forest,” answered the prince.

There was silence as the knights pondered the words. Each felt a stab of fear. They knew the danger of Hemlock, a dark and deadly place. Parts of it were so thick with trees that the sunlight never found the floor. It was the home of the Hopenots – small, sly creatures with yellow eyes. Hopenots were not very strong, but they were clever, and they are many. Some people believed the Hopenots were lost travelers changed by the darkness. But no-one really knew for sure.

“We will travel alone?” Carlisle spoke – a strange question from the strongest of the three knights. His fierce sword was known throughout the kingdom. But even this steely soldier knew better than to travel Hemlock unaccompanied.

“You may each select one companion.”

“But the forest is dark. The trees make the sky black. How will we find the castle?” This time it was Alon who spoke. He was not as strong as Carlisle, but much quicker. He was famous for his speed. Alon left trails of baffled enemies whose grasp he’d escape by ducking into tress or scampering over walls. But swiftness is worthless if you have no direction.

So Alon asked, “How will we find the way?”

The prince nodded, reached into his sack, and pulled out an ivory flute. “There are only two of these,” he explained. “This one and another in the possession of the king.”

He put the instrument to his lips and played a soft, sweet aria. Never had the knights heard such soothing music. “My father’s flute plays the same song. His song will guide you to the castle.”

“How is that?” Alon asked.

“Three times a day the king will play from the castle wall. When the sun rises, when the sun peaks, and when the sun sets. Listen for him. Follow his song and you will find the castle.”

“There is only one other flute like this one?”

“Only one.”

“And you and your father play the same music?”


It was Cassidon inquiring. Cassidon was known for his alertness. He saw what others missed. He knew the home of a traveler by the dirt on his boot. He knew the truth of the story by the eyes of the teller. He could tell the size of a marching army by the number of birds in flight. Carlisle and Alon wondered why he asked about the flute. It wouldn’t be very long before they found out.

“Consider the danger and choose your companion carefully,” the prince cautioned.

The next morning the three knights mounted their horses and entered Hemlock. Behind each rode the chosen companion.

For the people in the king’s castle, the days of waiting passed slowly. All knew of the test. And all wondered which knight would win the princess. Three times a day the people stopped their work to listen. After many days and countless songs, a watchmen spotted two figures stumbling out of the forest into the clearing. No-one could tell who they were. They were too far from the castle. The men had no horses, weapons, or armour.

“Hurry,” commanded the king to his guards, “bring them in. Give them medical treatment and food, but don’t tell anyone who they are. Dress the knight as a prince, and we will see their faces tonight at the banquet.”

He then dismissed the crowds and told them to prepare for the feast.

That evening a festive spirit filled the banquet hall. At every table people tried to guess which knight had survived Hemlock Forest. Finally, the moment came to present the victor. At the king’s signal the people became quiet, and he began to play the flute. Once again the ivory instrument sang. The people turned to see who would enter. Many thought it would be Carlisle, the strongest. Other felt it would be Alon, the swiftest. But it was neither. The knight who survived the journey was Cassidon, the wisest.

He strode quickly across the floor, following the sound of the flute one final time and bowing before the king.

“Tell us of your journey,” he was instructed. The people leaned forward to listen.

“The Hopenots were treacherous,” Cassidon began. They attacked, but we resisted. They took our horses, but we continued. What nearly destroyed us, though, was something far worse.”

“What was that?” asked the princess.

“They imitated.”

“They imitated?” asked the king.

“Yes, my king. They imitated. Each time the song of your flute would enter the forest, a hundred flutes would begin to play. All around us we heard music-songs from every direction.”

“I do not know what became of Carlisle and Alon,” he continued, “but I know strength and speed will not help one hear the right flute.”

The king asked the question that was on everyone’s lips. “Then how did you hear my song?”

“I chose the right companion,” he answered as he motioned for his fellow traveler to enter. The people gasped. It was the prince. In his hand he carried the flute.

“I knew there was only one who could play the song as you do,” Cassidon explained. “So I asked him to travel with me. As we journeyed, he played. I learned your song so well that though a thousand false flutes tried to hide your music, I could still hear you. I knew your song and I followed it.”



Sa mundong pasakit
Pighati ang kapalit
Naranansan mo na bang
Tumingala sa langit?

Bawat hibla ng buhay
Para saan inaalay?
Sa makamundong nais ba
na buhay ang kapalit?

Anu ang silakbo ng damdaming aba?
Sa tuwi-tuwina ba’y nagaalala ka?
Buhay mo ba’y may kasiguruhan
Sa Amang lumikha ng sanlibutan?

Ligaya ba ay tunay
O pansamantala lamang?
Lulan sa pundasyong
Magugunaw man lang

Mundo’y mapagsamantala
Saan ka nakakapit?
Kaakibat mo ba’y ang Diyos
O silang manlalait?

Anu ang silakbo ng pusong aba?
Payapa ng damdami’y naangkin mo na ba?
Kung wala’y saan makikita
Sa Diyos kailanman ito ay biyaya

Sino? Anu? Ang bumubuhay sa iyo?
Sa silakbo ng damdaming mong dinaana’y naging abo
Sino? Anu? Ang magliligtas sa iyo?
At sa silakbo ng damdamin mo kung hindi si Kristo?